lotus flower blooming into breasts by Kyo Lee
2023 CBC Poetry Prize winner
Kyo Lee has won the 2023 CBC Poetry Prize for lotus flower blooming into breasts.
She will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts and her work has been published on CBC Books.
Kyo Lee is a queer, Korean-Canadian high-school student, writer, and dreamer. Her literature has been recognized or published by the RBC Bronwen Wallace Award, PRISM International, University of Toronto, Ringling College, New York Times, and more. Her debut poetry collection will be published by Arsenal Pulp Press in 2024. She loves peaches, sunsets, and the idea of summer but not summer itself. She is trying to love more.
Lee told CBC Books that lotus flower blooming into breasts is inspired by her personal Korean-Canadian experience: "I am a different person in each language, or at least that's how I often feel. This feeling is particularly eminent for me in how I love, how I fall in or express love, when I am made to acknowledge that various versions of myself have been moulded by language and all that comes with it. This poem speaks specifically to my experience with love in the Korean language and the continued effects of war, colonialism and related personal and cultural history, despite being a generation away.
"For me, this disconnect between mine and my culture's understanding of love is heightened by my queerness, especially at its existence as a difficult and sometimes criminal status in the Korean society and language. The present day homophobia in Korea is also largely rooted in Western imperialism and the Christian dominance that occurred during and after the Korean war which further confused my understanding of what love in Korean is/can be. However, the poem is ultimately about growing out of these broken definitions of love and redefining it beyond language or history, into a personal one. I like to think that the poem documents my journey as I learn the softer parts of love."
You can read lotus flower blooming into breasts below.
WARNING: This poem contains strong language and is sexually explicit in nature.
i watch with hollow eyes. Relinquish everything
i once knew to let the languid motions of the film enter me
roughly. The woman kissing
something probably. Her: a beautifully vacant orifice
but for now, overflowing with something like hunger
that i swallow greedily. Her: red drool cutting through my lips.
My father changes the channel to a documentary
about the War to teach me how to properly love in korean:
roped naked women bruised beautiful on military trucks.
Love: soldiers slicing open white dresses
in search of a blood mine to satiate their thirst.
Love: a revenge for existence.
The little boy is a wannabe soldier
determined to conquer this body
that i wear & call his. Inside me his fingers become spears
puncturing dead meat & i hope to flood
the battlegrounds with rivers of leaking red. Flickers
of his cigarette land suicide missions on my skin—we are trembling.
i watch with hollow eyes. Relinquish myself
into another present: a pond overflowing with hunger.
White lotus flowers blooming into soft breasts & i
pluck its petals, lovingly.
He loves me not, she loves me not
he loves me not, she
plants misty kisses on my collarbones. i
dig them up softly
before they are tainted of me: your tenderness
has no place on this body
littered with cigarette burns blooming
into bullet wounds, a night sky across the ribcage. Dear Father
i wish i could teach you love.
Change the channel to her lips again: a hole swallowing its orifice
& breathe light into the dusk of your eyes.
Father, this is my first lesson: there are flowers that bloom in water
& boys with quivering hands
& women who love women
& daughters
who learn how to
love.
Read the other finalists
- restitution OR Nanabush speaks to the settlers by Kateri Akiwenzie-Damm (Neyaashiinigmiing, Ont.)
- Variations on Genesis by Jillian Clasky (Ottawa)
- I Can Communicate If Communication Is Another Form of Sinking by Jaclyn Desforges (Hamilton, Ont.)
- Sweetness | מתיקות by Anna Swanson (Guelph, Ont.)
About the 2023 CBC Poetry Prize
The winner of the 2023 CBC Poetry Prize will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts, a writing residency and have their work published on CBC Books. Four finalists will each receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts and have their work published on CBC Books.
If you're interested in the CBC Literary Prizes, the 2024 CBC Nonfiction Prize opens in January and the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize opens in April. The 2025 CBC Short Story Prize will open in September.
